Sunday, December 26, 2004

Christmas came and went...

Heyzz! belated merry christmas! Hmmmz... I guess this year's Christmas eve was the best i had ever had in my life... Last year was best Christmas day... haha...

Joel's House
This year Joel invited me and a group of friends to his house to celebrate Christmas again! =) As usual the food was great and also I was laughing like crazy again. Got to met a few of my friends whom I had not met for a looonnnnngggg time. Wow! Great to see them again. Jason Tang and Nikki always amuse me with their bitching and jokes whenever I am with them. They never fail to make me laugh till my stomach hurts. Met Ching Si too, someone I have not met ever since the East Coast BBQ gathering thingy... Things changed. Time passes so quickly and here we are in 2004 waiting for 2005 to come... sigh... Anyway, there was the usual singing of carols. I only sang the 12 days of Christmas with Joel and family before taking my leave.

Mid-Night Mass
Rushed down to Nativity Church immediately from Joel's house to catch the Christmas Service, "Hear the Joyous News". Wasn't feeling good when i was in the bus. Tight chest, shallow breathing and what have you. I just felt so uncomfortable and of course, rather nervous and shaky. I wonder why... But the feeling left me when i was at church, listening to the choir sing and all. I feel so safe and happy when i am in the house of God. =) Ah... Happiness... The combined choir sang well on that night. Actually, I thought i would be hearing the choir sing by myself outside the church. But Clement came for the Midnight mass and he decided to stay outside the church with me throughout the service. Hiakz... Glad that he came, if not I would have been lonely and not only that, i would not have attended the Mid night mass. Hmmmz... Its my first time attending the Mid night mass and the feeling was great. Although Clement and I were talking away throughout the course of the mass (oops... haha =x), the atmosphere was alright (Because of the singing i guess... haha). It has been a long time since i attended mass (the last time i went was when i am singing with the combine choir for easter vigil) and its great to attend mass after a long break from it.

Christmas Day
Sigh... Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart...
This is so true. I didn't have the Christmas feeling this year... Its more like a Mother's birthday thing than a Christmas day... Went to Paul's house for awhile to release some boredom but still like that... haha... Haizz.... as I grow older, i begin to lose the christmasy feeling. Although there was gift exchange with my friends, card sending as usual, but its still like that... Normal. Christmas marks the 1 week count down to school reopen. Sianness... Its gonna be a tiring 2005 for me. The tension will definitely be great and I am definitely going to be stressed out like nobody's business. Haiz...

God work miracles. I believe in it... do you?
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Matthew 7:7

May I have a new beginning next year. May everyone have a blessed 2005...


Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas Eve is here!

Halo people! Okay... fine... i've been quite lazy these few days... Anyway, Christmas day is tomorrow!! yippee! Looking forward to tonight though. Will be going to Joel's house later and will rush down to Nativity for their "Hear the Joyous News!" at 11pm.

I was at Junction 8 just now with my friend and we sort of met this group of noisy girls giggling and talking about chrisy poo touching them... wanting to kiss sly under the mistletoe and what sueing so and so for sexual arrestment and what not. They are just irritating. My friend was developing 100+ photo and some machine which develops digital photos... And it is sought of our fault for not telling them that we will be taking a long time because we are developing 100+ photographs from one pathetic machine. But they called us names and started bitching us when my friend and I walked away... how unintelligent, unglamarous and dumb. Fancy calling people names just because they had to wait for 30 minutes. Okay, so my friend should not have said "too bad we were here first" but they should just take it in their stride and keep quiet what. Why must call us names... as if it will help with the situation. If they don't want to wait, then they should ask us how long we are going to take or something, but noooooooooooooo... they were there making so much noise, talking at the top of their voice about those Singapore Idols. I guess those girls did not bathe for quite a few days since their precious chrisy poo touched them... cannot wash the essence of his touch away... just kidding... Anyway, the aunty at the shop came out and asked them to keep their voices down, how exciting... They are lucky that I am not in a bitchy mood, if not... hmmmz... no one can tell what i will do... (actually nothing much larz... just talk back lorz...) but... yea... how irritating...


Hmmmz... Christmas is coming, which means school will reopen soon... Oh man... dreading for that day to come. As you can see, my English standard is deproving like crazy. I wonder why... hmmmmz... Yea, My mum's birthday is tomorrow. Which reminds me, I havent got her a present yet... haha... oops =x. Maybe I will sneak out tomorrow and buy her something. A cake maybe... Sigh... A levels coming in 11 months time... stressed...

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

What a day!

Wow! What a fun day I had yesterday!

MJChoir went to record our school song yesterday at a big recording studio located at a very ulu and secluded area. It's quite an enjoyable experience, being able to put on that headphone and sing in that fish tank like room. It was really cool. The recording took quite long because we tried singing together as a whole choir first, then started to record section by section. Anyway, I was shivering throughout the recording process because it was raining outside and the air con was like making the whole place sooooooooooooo cold.

Surprisingly, Montfort had their End of year bash cum Sec 4 farewell party yesterday. Hmmmz... I am quite happy to be able to see my sec 4 juniors after their long break from their Os. I was helping out at the kitchen anyway... My first time cutting up a watermelon and a honeydew. Messy yet fun. I heard many things about their Amusing race in the morning. A childish act and the lack of foresight i would say. I am so angry to hear that the committee is not very united after all. Two station masters. Both hated each other. One of them is not familiar in getting himself around Singapore. Because the other was being made fun of having to be station master with this bloke who doesn't know how to go Orchard road even, he left him behind, making this poor bloke having to find his way around. THAT IS SO CHILDISH! If something happens to this guy, the teachers will get into deep trouble. Why can't he even think of the consequences of such an act? He is already secondary 3 moving on to secondary 4 and here he is, trying to get himself into trouble, trying to stop people from poking fun at him by getting rid of this guy who doesn't even know how to leave hougang by a train. What can I say? Stubborness! I've shouted and scolded this group of people for for God knows how many times and here they are continuing with all this stupid things. Yes, I know that the guy (By the way the S____ C_____ of the choir) is not a likeable person in nature and all but at least they have to work together for God's sake! Without a united committee, how can the next batch of juniors taking up posts learn from them? I really wonder. There will be major changes to the choir and without a strong committee to assist the teachers, how can the choir still stand together and strive? Sigh... What can I do to help them if they don't help themselves? Oh whatever... I'll let God decide on the fate of the choir... praying hard everyday...