Friday, October 31, 2003

Ooh... So fast... The sky is dark and the moon shines bright... (Dun see any moon... hmmm)

Say the night lamb to the shepherd boy... do you see what I see?
Way up in the sky shepherd boy... do you see what I see?
A.... cloud a cloud, blocking out the light, making me feel like I can fly... making me feel like I can fly...

Okay this is lame... I know... =s... heez.

This is going to be the worst day ever. Don't think I studied much today... (Tat's why it's worst, not the sad sad worst but the study a little worst). At least, I have learnt something today. Mr Mok's "I am soooooo disappointed" has made me remember the "how to answer USE YOUR OWN WORDS questions" technique for life. Hmmm, this is good. Also, I know that my favourite connector is verb + ing... heez... So can I say that I accomplished something? =)

Monday... E mathematics... goodness me... Listening to James Swearingen templated Blue ridge saga makes me feel so calm. Mozart's Ave Verum Corpus has diffused peacefulness into my head. I feel like I can fly... (oh pls... like real... I just feel open... that's all... heez). Spent the whole day doing a St Nicholas Girls' Maths paper 1 while listening to the silver and bronze bands playing their SYF pieces. All those out of tune SOUNDS produced causes SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE (S1's favourite phrase) even though it is not scary. So I gave up listening to band music and changed to my collection of choral music... woohoo... yea man! Perfect harmonies produced by the professional choirs which I know that my choir will take a long time to learn, helps my brain absorb all that facts.

At least I have completed Switzerland and half of Good Governance for Social Studies. I will have to mug later when my brother takes over the computer by giving numerous complains and stares. OoOh... Blue Ridge Saga... nice song... wait... or is that Into the Joy of Spring... hmmm... no sound more like Centuria... Wateva. They all sound the same... nice no doubt but the same. Heez... Oh my... I hope I did not insult James Swearingen but i must admit i like his compositions!!(Not trying to be sarcastic here).

To end off my blog... i leave you with this message...

"Be positive always and work towards yoru goal! Tell yourself, YES I CAN!!"
Hmmm... My first time blogging =)

Went to school this morning to see my teacher today. Saw my Sec 2 and 3 friends and was thinking, will this be the last time that i will be seeing them? Hmmm... God gave me an answer, No! I was walking home, thinking about lots of things like, "oh... I'm going to miss them when i'm in JC" and "oh... i won't get to see much of them next year!" But i something told me that I will still be able to meet them however far I am from them. It's not like our friendship has ended as our friendship will be eternal and everlasting. I was affirmed by the Lord our God. Felt better then.

Did not want to study until the afternoon actually. At first, my friend asked me to accompany him because he had nothing to do until 2 pm. I agreed. But then, he went out with his other friends after I have finished meeting my teacher. So i said nevermind, it's okay. Went to meet my another friend at Mac Donalds after that. After 30minutes, I we had to leave as he is meeting his other friends. Went back to school to pass my friend something and went home after that. Was thinking again, i wanted to be with my friends today, but why did end up going home suddenly? Then, something told me again, between 11am to the afternoon is alot of time. My O Levels is coming and I am not suppose to be going out, rather, i should be studying at home. This really struck me as I am not really ready for my Os yet but something there is trying to help me feel ready and be ready. Who else is there beside us always guiding us and helping us?

Have faith, trust and confidence not only in yourself but also in God! He is right there beside us always protecting us and helping us!