Yea! I had fun today, being with my choir. Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS to MJC CHOIR for their competition at Genting Highlands!! YAY!! heez... GO MJ GO! The MJ choir had receive a Gold award for their male chorus and 2 Silver A awards for 2 other categories. This is already very good considered them being a newly established choir. Heez...

Today, I woke up so early in the morning by my morning call from my junior... haha... Just in case i will not be late for the committee meeting. I ended up late anyway, due to the moving of a large ice box and all the small and big barang barang for the BBQ. I am more happy, being able to see my choir members enjoy themselves through the race around Singapore and also the torture... hahaha =p. Although not many came, I can still feel the bonding there. Members chit chatting among themselves as they eat, clearing up the bbq etc. I dunno what to say... haha... I just feel tired and sad that i will have to leave the choir soon. I'm gonna miss those ppl.... sigh... Anyway, my goody fren will be coming back from Manchester soon! So... still praying hard for him everydae... haha... YAY! Please pray for the elderly at Villa Francis Home... They are really very pitiful...

"Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel, Born is the King of Israel"

Yay! Christmas is coming... sigh

Something is wrong with my pomputer!! Anyway, it had been a long time since I last updated my blog. Today can said to be a happy day for me because i bought new Clothes! YAY! I am desperate for clothes because i have been wearing the same thing everytime I step out of my house (Pathetic right? I know... heez). This morning, I'm supposed to take part in my choir's Amusing Race trial run. But, i gave up, because I am quite pissed off over a few things. I guess i have to control my emotions rather than to get pissed so easily. Anyway, I ended up coming home having my beauty sleep and I went out in the late afternoon to meet my friend.

I'm so tired. I have not been sleeping well this few nights or rather, I have been sleeping late lately and waking up early in the morning. So, I am quite tired. My friend is overseas now, hope he enjoys himself... haha (*envy*) hmmm... this whole week is supposed to be a very eventful week because almost everyday will be taken up by choir. I will be going to my friend's house tomorrow, joining a bunch of humorous people. haha... you have no idea what these people are like... haha

Anyway, I've been to my school band concert on last saturday. Shan't comment on their performance but they are quite good for some songs... yea... They can do it!

Shall end off here. So bored.

"Operation get-to-know"
An operation came up by 3 idiots who wants to get to know girls... haha

It had been 8 days ever since my blog had been updated. Why haven’t I been updating my blog for so long? Because I am BORED!!! I have nothing to do and there is nothing for me to do. Nothing interesting had happened to me so I did not know what to write.

Hmmm, I had quite an enjoyable day today. I went to my goody friend’s house today, transporting all my notes, books and what have you to his house. The both of us were so bored that we had nothing to do. So we ended up watching half a movie on his computer and talk about many things. Quite interesting and felt good actually, because it had been a long time ever since we had a long chat together. Yea! So I am quite glad today. What touched me most today is his family. His family is so closely knitted together that I actually felt, for the first time in my life, warmth and comfort in a home. He said, “This is my home and I will never leave it no matter what.” I felt so, I don’t know. The feeling is indescribable. I just felt envy in me. The mother and son relationship is so close and just so perfect. I can see their love for each other (Family love), it is just so strong. Wow! Just look at the modern society now. I think not many such family relationships can be found in this society at present. Just go into one family and you will find a child screaming and shouting at their parents as though they are their slaves. Some even pick on their mothers for anything that goes wrong in their life. Didn’t it occur to them that their mothers went through so much pain to give birth to them? Didn’t it occur to them that their parents had spent so much time and money, to raise them up to what they are now? I was one of those insolent fools who treated my parents this way and writing this makes me feel guilty because I did not felt the love of my parents before. But now I know! And I am going to change the way I treat them be it changing the weather like a weather God or whatever! Sigh… Family love, one of the greatest things God has created for us and I am thankful for that. Anyway, I had to leave after some time because my friend will be meeting his other friends at Orchard. Haha… at least better than doing nothing. YEA! So I walked home after seeing him board the bus (Trying to kill time by waiting for the bus with him). A twenty minutes walk from SVDP church to my home. Yea! Fun, relax and carefree. I felt so good after this long walk! Yea!

Yesterday, I had a long chat with the chairman of the MJ choir. Thanks to my friend, whom I met on irc and also a MJ choir member, I get to know more MJ choir members. I am quite sad to know that my chance of getting into MJC is quite low now. But I am sure that God has greater plans for me and I will just live day by day and let what has to come, come.

I am suppose to send my cousins and my aunts off to Japan today at the airport. But due to my severe lazyzacaritis (Chim term for laziness created by I, I and I alone), I decided to stay at home. Partly is also to fight for the computer. There had been a grab the computer war between me and my brother ever since he had finish his NS. Without the computer, I will be bored to death because I have NOTHING TO DO!! Anyway, I am so happy for my cousins and aunties that they are able to enjoy themselves overseas. *envy* My goody friend will be flying off to Manchester next week too. *double envy* My friend is at Korea now enjoying himself. *triple envy* My another cousin will be going to Austrailia soon. *quadruple envy* hahahaha… enough already. I am so glad that they can relax and have great fun overseas! I will be praying for their safety everyday, join me… haha

Anyway, charmed is going to be over soon and I have been typing this whole thing 3 times all because of my blessed computer. Phewy, at last it is done! Haha!

“I AM SO BORED!!!”
Boredom and madness; Symptoms of the Post O levels Examination Syndrome.

Hmmm... quite a nice day i would say.

Had lunch with Mr Ng and my friends today. We went to the ever wonderful and high class Shang ri la hotel for lunch. The food was good. Went to Tanglin Mall after that with my friends to get the pie crust and green apples for apple pie manufacture (The world of Kevlar Manufacture... hmmm... haha).

When I got home, I received a call from my cousin. She told me that she had called her friends, who are lecturers of Meridian Junior College, and asked them how I can enter their JC with my miserable 22 points. And I was told that I might have a chance to enter that JC after all!! Was SOSOSOSOSO happy. But i will have to go for an audition first because I will be appealing through choir. Hope my appeal is good. Sigh... May God bless me... haha...

"Yippity Yeppity Yuppity Yay!"
Act cute version of "Hooray!"

A fast day indeed. I am so bored!!! Missed the chance of going out with my gang yesterday because i am penniless (my savings are for something else... heez). I am so so so so so so so bored. So bored that I had finished making 4 christmas presents for 4 friends of my. Special friends mind you.

Okay... so bored that i really have nothing to say. Whatever.

Tonight, tonight, won't be just any night.
It is just bored and slow, lonely night.
Tonight, tonight, is boring just like mike
I am sick, of all this, Oh My Sigh!!!

A lame attempt in changing a song from the Westside story entitled, "Tonight"

At long last... the time which I have been waiting for: The end of O Levels!

3 long gruelling weeks of examinations is finally over and now is the beginning of the post examination activities. I went to see my choir and my school band rehearse at the Junior school today for their performance tomorrow. Their rehearsal can be said to be a fruitful one if not for those little technical errors in the school. The choir's rehearsal had nearly made my ear bleed if not for the microphones of the Junior school. Firstly, my junior was too nervous as the microphone was just in front of him and he ended up singing out of tune, overpowering the whole choir. A pure soprano solo i would say. We should not blame him as he is only Secondary 1 and he has a long future awaiting for him in choir. The second time they rehearsed in front of the little demon army of 4462, the basses overpowered the whole choir as only the microphones of the Basses were on whereas the other 2 mics were off. The second rehearsal was actually quite good if not for that mics. I hope the choir did not scare the cute little primary 1 looking students.

The Band's performance was actually great, but the tempo was slow... shan't comment anymore...

I went to Plaza Singapura with 2 of my friends after the rehearsal. We went to watch "Looney Tunes Back in Action." A lame plot I would say, but quite entertaining though, with my friend making us laugh. The post examination period is really changing me though. I feel more bitchy now... haha... This is so so bad! (Bitchiness is not a very good act but it is a great form of self-defence! =p)

What an enjoyable day i had today. Although i feel very bored at home now, at least i enjoyed myself in the afternoon... heez =D. My post examination activities with my Solar System is so exiciting. Looking forward to it! heez...

" Pens in pencil case! Dun touch pens! Stop writing! Write in front of the invigilator!"

Quoted from our Chief Preciding Examiner of the just gone O level Examinations.

At last... 2 weeks of O levels has passed. One more week left!! The next half of armagedon and History. Can't wait for it to be over. Can't wait to grieve over the loss of the cheerfulness of the Montfort Chorale. Today is like the prelude to the post examination world. I have started to feel more relax than before even though I still have an armagedon to overcome.

The science papers for the whole of this week is actually quite easy. I got through it so happily. I hope that I am able to get A1s but shan't say much. The result might not be what I expect. My choir is selling Christmas log cakes to raise funds for themselves and I am actually helping them to sell it even though I promised myself not to care about such things until after my O levels :s. Whatever. I hope next week will just pass quickly.

It seemed like only yesterday I was dreading for the O levels to be over and it is actually endiing soon. YAY!! At last. Can't wait for my post examination activities to start. Shall rest for the whole day today. My father is now a taxi driver, though I am quite sad about it because I find that job quite unhealthy for him. But base on my dad's age, it can't be helped. No one wants to hire him now. Sigh... bad bad bad...

Signing off...

Week 2 of War begins tomorrow. Starting with Armagedon paper 1. The last minute panics of not knowing how to do a question struck me a moment ago. Anyway, I have prepared myself the best i can. Being calm and steady is what i need tomorrow.

I did the June Paper for A maths today and it seemed quite easy. Hope tomorrow's paper will be something like this. May the force be with me. 12 days and counting to freedom. May the Lord guide me and be with me through the paper tomorrow.

Short account today. Shan't say much.

"Think."
A simple word which requires lots of brain cells.

Oh, starry starry night. Oh, Lonely night. Hear me out.

I feel so exhausted even though i did not do much today. All i did was an A maths paper which is actually easy, but i still got tired =s. Still have physics to study later.

A whole day at home alone. Alone. My parents went to Malacca to pray this morning and will only return tomorrow. Even so i will not get to see them because they will be celebrating my Grandmother's birthday at a restaurant which I will not be attending because i have my A maths to attend to (Not that i don't like my Grandmother!). How i wish i can talk to someone now to kill this boring moment. Sigh...

One Single Light
One Light in the dark
One Light shining brightly
All alone at night
Burn clear burn strong
With brilliance beaming
Burn with a light as bright as day

One single light
One light in the dark
One light shining brightly
All alone at night

A sign to all that we may follow
A guide to truth that will show the way
Burn bright burn strong with hope and promise
Shine for all the world to see
With a brilliance strong undying
True and clear for all eternity

One single light
One light in the dark
One light shining brightly
All alone at night

A sign to all that we may follow
A guide to truth that will show the way

One Single Light
One Single Light
One Single Light...

'One Single Light' Montfort Chorale's best song ever sung besides this little light of mine.

At last, a week of war between the O Level question paper and the student had passed. How grateful I am that a week of battle has gone. I feel like I can float! (NOt yet fly... After the 19th...) But all is not over. I have got 6 more examination days to go through. Counting down... 13 days to freedom! Yippee! =)

All went well today. Had Mother Tongue paper today =S. Was contemplating not to sit for today's paper yesterday but after some advice from a friend of mine, I decided to go. The mind boggling (heez... a new phrase learnt today) experience through this whole weak has weakened me. But nevertheless, was made strong again by God's wisdom. Se-Ri-Ous-ly, I feel that everything will just go well for me if i keep a positive mindset as I enter the hall. No point worrying and feeling scared or whatever. It is just a waste of precious brain cells needed to work on the questions.

Next week will be the half Armagedon and Triple boom for me. I am going to sit for Armagedon Maths Paper 1(A Maths for short), and the triple bombs (Physics, Biology, Chemistry). Oooh... how i can't wait to do the Chemistry paper. Se-Ri-Ous-Ly, Time had passed so quickly. It's like i have just started my O levels yesterday. 5 days of exams had passed. 13 more days of sweat, blood, saliva, plasma, what have you... to go. Can't wait for it to end.

Today's Mother Tongue Paper 1, i did it with a brisk. I found out that i had written things which i can't write before. It's like i am not the writer of the composition and the letter. Everything just came to me and I completed the paper withing the 2hours time given despite half and hour or more staring intervals. (Not copying horz... Is stare at whatever there is for me to stare) Someone is guiding me through that 2 hours and you know who it is... =)

Anyway, I shall start my preparation for my first half of armagedon now... goodebye!

"La la lalala la la lalala la la lalala la!"

A tune from the bloody, disgusting pure enjoyment and fun (Which many people enjoys) Happy tree friends.

The Power of Your Love.

Hold me close, as your love surround me. Bring me near draw me to your side. And as I wait, I'll rise up like an eagle, and I will soar with you, your spirit leads me on, By the power of your love.

Today, I was drawn to Nativity Church on the way home. As I walk into the church, the peaceful and serene atmosphere of the church draws me into it. I knelt down in front of the tabernacle and started praying. The feeling of praying in sweat is not very comfortable, and I admit, I did not give God time to talk to me. Walked all the way from Nativity back home. The many sceneries reminded me of so many things like my choir bbq last year, my choir camp, the national day observance ceremony, my friends, my school.

Prayed and prayed today. Have not completed my Social Studies revision (Goodness me!). Shall get back to it now... I feel so much better after praying. Thanks God! =)...

The Journey had begun. The beginning of the end. The end of Secondary education; the end of life at Montfort Secondary. Today, we sat for our first O level paper: E Mathematics Paper 1. Phewy, at least i did the whole paper. Quite easy I would say except for some questions which i don't even know how to start. Tomorrow will be a very long day for us O level students. 3 one and a half hours in 1 day... English Paper 1 and 2, Social Studies (In the afternoon at 2pm... =s) Quite anxious for the whole thing to end soon. Since it has begun, it will end soon.

Was looking through the school magazine, and whining about why it does not have anything about the choir... heez... Looks less than $10 to me... Whatever. It's only a school magazine. Now, it is no different from a normal school magazine from other schools.

I've somehow abide to the DUN COME ONLINE AND CHAT rule... heez. I will only come online when I'm resting, like now. So tired. Didn't manage to sleep well last night and i don't even know why. I must remain calm now and not think about anything.

Shall stop now... Tired... wanna rest.

"Why are you online? You should be studying! Are you prepared? But you have English and Social Studies! Go Study now!"

Modified quote from my caring and anxious form teacher, Mr Low

Ooh... Make peace, not war, Make love (Don't think until somewhere else), not hate. Loving hate = Hating love, Cold fire = warm ice, Light lead = heavy feather, dark light = bright darkness, Peaceful brawl = violent peace... (Can't think of anymore...)

Why the sudden oxymorons? Don't know. Romeo used it when he was out of love due to his infatuation for Rosaline (Oh please, i am not out of love =p).

Reading someone's blog made me think about something (although i should be thinking about what are scales? how to find median? what are the reasons for circles?)... Why should people quarrel over little things? Why should someone bear this grudge against another person rather than making up with that person? Why must this person try to be sarcastic? Why must this person try to gain support? Why can't this person just let it go and carry on with life? Why can't there just be one united organisation? Does it ever occur to this 2 feuding people that the most important thing in an organisation is unity? Like what this guy said about my friend... NEVER...

My choir. Although they are a bunch of people who creates havoc where ever they go, they still are very united in some ways. The choir committee. Although there are some indifferences among the members, we would all forget about them and work together to try and make our activity successful. Enjoying the presence of each section and healthy competition among them makes it even more fun to be with them. Backstabbing fools? Yes, there are some of them. But they are forgiven. Did God create people to see them fight and quarrel among themselves? Is there such a thing called reconciliation and forgiveness? YES.

Although this thing has happened a few weeks ago (or rather, all this while), I think, as seniors of the organisation, they should set a good example to show that their seniors are able to work together and not find little details to start a quarrel. But it is all over now as they have stepped down. But it is still possible for them to be a good example for one last time at an upcoming activity. No offence to you people.

I shall now stand neutral (like Switzerland. Why did they have neutrality policy? read below for answer... heez). And for once, Mr _____________ stop being childish and petty, I can't stand it anymore. One day, I might just give you a punch for all those things you said to me! Although I know you meant it as a joke (or maybe not?), but there is a limit to my patience! Thank you!

Now... Back to: Why did Switzerland adopted the policy of neutrality?

Switzerland adopted the neutrality policy because they wanted to protect the welfare of their people. The neutrality policy meant that the country would not help any countries at times of war. However, there are limitations to the neutrality policy in Switzerland. Switzerland continued to trade with Nazi Germany during WWII even though Switzerland was neutral. And it was also said that some German speaking Swiss were passing strategic information around to Germany.

Yea... that's all i think. The Holy paper is easy but wierd. Many questions asked to explain things like a science question (E.g. of a science question: Explain why does ionic compounds have higher melting and boiling points than covalent compounds. [4]). Anyway, I'm starting my Social Studies soon. Once a gain, ALL THE BEST PEOPLE! AND DO WELL FOR YOUR Os!!

"Why aren't you studying? WHY? You write 5 sides for me! All sentence must be connected! DON'T CHEAT HUH!"

Quoted from Mrs Trina Lai, Great control on Class 1 E4(00) and 2 E4 (01).

Oh Romeo Romeo... Wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name, Or if wilt not be but sworn my love and i'll no longer be a Capulet... (The only quote i can remember from Romeo and Juliet)

Everything will be alright... It will be alright (Only quote i can remember from I'm the king of the castle...)

Just finished my own self set mock exam (Of course I did not set a paper for myself.. duh... i did the June O level paper). The paper is very easy mind you and I almost have all correct for the paper if not for those wretched careless mistakes. How I wish tomorrow's paper would be just the same. I finished the whole of the paper in 1 hour... this is scary... Okay, then i hope that tomorrow's paper would be quite easy to keep me occupied for the 2 whole hours :s

Hmmm... completed my essay last night but i don't think it is perfect because I did not substantiate my answer with quotes. Looked through my glorious 20/25 answer for R&J and I'm the King of the castle. Hmmm... maybe I should regurgitate Friar Lawrence's RRP here.

In Act 3 Scene 3, the scene whereby Romeo is found to be at Friar Lawrence's cell. Romeo felt very sad and desperate and he even contemplated suicide. Friar Lawrence therefore gave him a long speech to make him wake up.

Rebukes:
Firstly, Friar Lawrence rebukes Romeo for being womanish by saying, "Art thou a man? Thy tears are womanish," He also scolded Romeo for contemplating suicide as "hast thou slain Tybalt?", meaning that he had killed Tybalt. If he kills himself too, then Juliet will commit suicide too as she would then have lose 2 loved ones.

Reminds:
Friar Lawrence then reminds Romeo about the positive things that are still around. He reminded Romeo that Juliet is still alive and as long as the both of them are alive, they can still be together. The Friar also reminded Romeo that he should be happy as "Tybalt would kill thee, But thou slewest Tybalt" meaning that if he does not kill Tybalt, Tybalt would kill him. Therefore he should be happy that he is alive. The Friar lastly, reminds Romeo of Prince Escalus' merciful sentence of banishment as the Prince should have sentenced him to death for this brawl like promised in Act 1 Scene 1. Therefore, the more he should be happy.

Plans:
Friar Lawrence made plans for Romeo. He told Romeo to wait at Mantua for a message. He promised that he will make his marriage with Juliet known to everyone. He will also beg the Prince to allow Romeo to return to Verona whereby both Romeo and Juliet could reunite.

Phewy... I think that is all. Not bad, still can remember all these information. yea!! Okay, now i shall get back to my mock exam no. 2 (The first one is too short) where I will do the Holy paper (Not Holy as in sacred but Holy as in Holy Innocent's Secondary School!). Wishing all Sec 4E 5NA students all the best for your papers for the next 3 weeks! JIA YOU! ADD OIL! WHATEVER PHRASE THERE IS TO GIVE ENCOURAGEMENT!!

"Plan your time properly. You must remember to always plan your time properly. 10 minutes for each SBQ and 20 mins for each structured question"

Quoted from Mrs Thai, our time planning trainer.

Yea.... at last... Mid Night is near... Twas midnight, and I a lonely soul mugged, trying to get pass my Os, not wanting to give up.

From the last time I've written, so far i only completed Good Governance and half of a Literature essay. After going offline, i will complete my essay and finish Health and Education for Social Studies. Hmmm, I guess I really must not go online unnecessarily if not i will be too distracted.

Hebrew love songs sung by the Vocal Consort. Beautiful harmony and wonderful tune, I'm loving it, yea I'm loving it... Mac Donalds (Oopsy... wrong... no Mac Donalds... heez). Feeling the tension and the misery of cramming information in my brain. Praying hard for God's guidance through this period of time. People, please pray hard for your Os and of course do your part by studying hard and studying smart.

I shall now live in the world of Romeo and Juliet to try complete my essay on: To what extent does the nurse, the friar, Tybalt and Mercutio lead to the death of Romeo and Juliet?

Adieus, good night and goodbye...

So fast and it's night again... Alas, the rain stopped. The birds are starting to chirp happily in the free, wide and open space out there, no worries, no problems, no troubles, no nothing. How I wish I could be like those birds, feeling happy and free.

Hmmm... Today, I've made it a rule to abstain myself from chatting online from now until the 19th of November. (My friend gave me this rule of course... saying that I cannot chat... heez) Yea... i should not chat because my O Levels is just 2 days away!!! (Pls quickly go) I just wanna get on and over with it. Just finished Seng Kang Secondary's E maths paper 1. Shall study Social Studies soon.

Oh... the lovely and calm tune of Shenandoah is ringing in my head, telling me not to fear, no worries, it will all be over soon. And yes! It will all be over soon. Time passes so quickly, that it was like only yesterday that I just enter Montfort Secondary (flashback technique... yea!!). All seemed so fun. It was like only yesterday that i entered the hall, attending the Secondary 1 welcome ceremony...

Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away...

Whatever... Heez... Let us take a look at the lovely O Level time table for Sec 4E 5NA students... here i goes

Monday (3/11) E Mathematics Paper 1, Science Physics
Tuesday (4/11) English Language Paper 1 and Paper 2, Social Studies
Wednesday (5/11) English Literature Paper 1 and Paper 2
Thursday (6/11) E Mathematics Paper 2
Friday (7/11) Mother Tongue Paper 1 and Paper 2
Monday (10/11) A Mathematics Paper 1
Tuesday (11/11) Pure Physics Paper 1 and Paper 2
Wednesday (12/11) Not sure
Thursday (13/11) Pure Biology Paper 1 and Paper 2
Friday (14/11) Pure Chemistry Paper 1 and Paper 2 (YEAH!!!)
Monday (17/11) Science Chemistry (I think)
Tuesday (18/11) A Mathematics Paper 2
Wednesday (19/11) History (YAY!!!! AT LAST!! LAST PAPER!!)
Thursday (20/11) Not sure
Friday (21/11) Science Paper 1

Phewy... Looks long, but it's only 3 weeks. No big deal... heez... Can't wait for it to end. Think of those lovely post examination activities lined up in front of me. Me being able to reunite with my lovely MSN Messenger. Me being able to go out with my friends and of course start to sing! yea!! But now, back to reality. I still got to study but with the help of Mr blogger here, i think i can practice my composition writing skills and of course... my phrases, picked out from the notebook of wonders, the bible of Chim English, Ouyang's life (I think his life is the dictionary not the notebook... =s), Mr Mok's hard work of printing short stories and askin us to pick out phrases. Ooh... words like flamboyant, resplendent, disconsolate, despondency, rueful, curtly, moaning incessantly (the all time favourite), face twisted into a tight grimace (another all time favourite), galvanised to fury, a tight knot int my stomach, imperious... etc... goodness me, i didn't know i know so much... (issit much?). Better than nothing.

Oh, here it goes again, the ever loving Tales of the Sea played by school bands. The lovely chords played by the gold bands, the lovely beginning played by my school band, and the lovely tone played by another silver band... Mix them altogether like rojak and what you get? I don't know, either.

Time for me to go and rest and start on my next subject... Social studies... Leaving you strategy for life...

"You study smart, not study hard! You work smart, not work hard!"

Quoted from the everloving Mrs Thai

Ooh... So fast... The sky is dark and the moon shines bright... (Dun see any moon... hmmm)

Say the night lamb to the shepherd boy... do you see what I see?
Way up in the sky shepherd boy... do you see what I see?
A.... cloud a cloud, blocking out the light, making me feel like I can fly... making me feel like I can fly...

Okay this is lame... I know... =s... heez.

This is going to be the worst day ever. Don't think I studied much today... (Tat's why it's worst, not the sad sad worst but the study a little worst). At least, I have learnt something today. Mr Mok's "I am soooooo disappointed" has made me remember the "how to answer USE YOUR OWN WORDS questions" technique for life. Hmmm, this is good. Also, I know that my favourite connector is verb + ing... heez... So can I say that I accomplished something? =)

Monday... E mathematics... goodness me... Listening to James Swearingen templated Blue ridge saga makes me feel so calm. Mozart's Ave Verum Corpus has diffused peacefulness into my head. I feel like I can fly... (oh pls... like real... I just feel open... that's all... heez). Spent the whole day doing a St Nicholas Girls' Maths paper 1 while listening to the silver and bronze bands playing their SYF pieces. All those out of tune SOUNDS produced causes SHIVERS DOWN MY SPINE (S1's favourite phrase) even though it is not scary. So I gave up listening to band music and changed to my collection of choral music... woohoo... yea man! Perfect harmonies produced by the professional choirs which I know that my choir will take a long time to learn, helps my brain absorb all that facts.

At least I have completed Switzerland and half of Good Governance for Social Studies. I will have to mug later when my brother takes over the computer by giving numerous complains and stares. OoOh... Blue Ridge Saga... nice song... wait... or is that Into the Joy of Spring... hmmm... no sound more like Centuria... Wateva. They all sound the same... nice no doubt but the same. Heez... Oh my... I hope I did not insult James Swearingen but i must admit i like his compositions!!(Not trying to be sarcastic here).

To end off my blog... i leave you with this message...

"Be positive always and work towards yoru goal! Tell yourself, YES I CAN!!"

Hmmm... My first time blogging =)

Went to school this morning to see my teacher today. Saw my Sec 2 and 3 friends and was thinking, will this be the last time that i will be seeing them? Hmmm... God gave me an answer, No! I was walking home, thinking about lots of things like, "oh... I'm going to miss them when i'm in JC" and "oh... i won't get to see much of them next year!" But i something told me that I will still be able to meet them however far I am from them. It's not like our friendship has ended as our friendship will be eternal and everlasting. I was affirmed by the Lord our God. Felt better then.

Did not want to study until the afternoon actually. At first, my friend asked me to accompany him because he had nothing to do until 2 pm. I agreed. But then, he went out with his other friends after I have finished meeting my teacher. So i said nevermind, it's okay. Went to meet my another friend at Mac Donalds after that. After 30minutes, I we had to leave as he is meeting his other friends. Went back to school to pass my friend something and went home after that. Was thinking again, i wanted to be with my friends today, but why did end up going home suddenly? Then, something told me again, between 11am to the afternoon is alot of time. My O Levels is coming and I am not suppose to be going out, rather, i should be studying at home. This really struck me as I am not really ready for my Os yet but something there is trying to help me feel ready and be ready. Who else is there beside us always guiding us and helping us?

Have faith, trust and confidence not only in yourself but also in God! He is right there beside us always protecting us and helping us!